Sunday, February 29, 2004
i lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
i see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that i yearn to see.
You say "close your eyes"
"tell me what you see"
i see only two people,
just you and me.
we're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
i get your company the entire night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.
oh i wish i could be
in that one special place,
as i lie on the ground,
and i stare into space...
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Saturday, February 28, 2004
dont be too good, i will miss you.
dont be too caring, i might like you.
dont be too sweet, i might fall for you.
its hard for me to love you when you wont love me after all...
a person who makes me love him/her is actually a person who loves me more than i love him/her.
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dont throw your back to love when its already in front of you. dont drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.
treasure the one who loves you! its not easy to find a person who loves you. its always more valuable to have a sincere heart.
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Thursday, February 26, 2004
hahahah. zhikai is an idiot. he put me in 3000m and high jump for sports day
lol. lucky i managed to change it to 1500m, triple jump and long jump.
want me to do 3000m. ke siao. lol.
o well. i prolly wouldnt even qualify for heats. hahaha.
anyway. today's the last day of common tests!!
wheeeee. freedom. wahahah.
so happie.
o well, gtg now.
time to playyyy. hahah
byeeee.
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Monday, February 23, 2004
nth much happened today.
but my finger nail broke. lol.
broke off my fingertip.
i wont go into the details how it happened.
cuz it'll make me look like an idiot.
o well, wasnt that painful.
juz a bit of blood under the nail, thats all.
and on the way home i overslept on the bus. >.<
overshot by 2 bus stops. im so tired. heh
sighhh. i cant believe common tests start tmr.
blechh.
havent finish revising chem and bio.
o well. its back to my books now.
byee.
wish me luck for my tests. xP
thx.
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Saturday, February 21, 2004
a man had a dream about him and the Lord. He and God were taking a walk along the coast of a beach. the skies were blue and the clouds were fluffy. as they walked along, 2 trails of footsteps could be seen. the man's, and God's.
however, the few recent events of his life made him depressed. he felt down and was extremely upset. "Lord, didnt you say that, once i believed in you, you would follow me all the way? where're you now that im so depressed? i only see 1 trail of footsteps."
"of course i wont leave you, my dear. i will always follow you. because when you require support when you are so depressed, it is then, that i carry you."
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okay, so i tried to stay up till 12 last night.
but i guess i was too tired.
hahaha.
anyway, happy birthday, ness!
hehee.
so its 6:16 in the morning..
going to bowl later. mhmmm.
man.. im so sleepy. haha.
i cant even open my eyes fully.
but i know that if i go back to bed, i wouldnt be able to fall to sleep again.
so, heck. ima juz stay awake.
kk, i gtg play gb with kj liao.
supposed to trade wins. xD
bbye.
god bless and have a great day ahead.
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Thursday, February 19, 2004
for the first time, i shall blog on a schooling day.
okay, today started at 4.
got up, did hw.
finished at arnd 530, then had breakfast.
i spilled my cereal all over. wahahahah.
when i reached my hand to grab the spoon, i accidentally tipped the bowl over.
then *sploosh* all over my uniform..
sooo, i had to go and shower and change again.
and then when i was on the way to the bus stop, i saw the bus. wahaha.
then i chiong arrr. managed to catch it. =)
maths had a maths test. sorta.
supposed to be.
but we didnt have time to complete, so had to do for hw.
then after schl got phucked up ipw. blechh.
hate it. takes up so much time.
anyway, i just realised my tooth got chipped.
and its sharp. it cuts into my lip. owww.
then when i scratch the tooth, i got a tingling sensation.
so i could CONFIRM it was a chip.
how did it get chipped, anyway. heh.
thought my teeth were rock hard.
i drink 3 glasses of milk a day.
man.. it hurts.
gotta go to the dentist to get it smoothed.
o well, gtg.
byee.
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004
i will love you until my dying day.
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Monday, February 16, 2004
yesterday
woke up early yesterday. about 6.
went to finish off my hw.
and then i wanted to study for my geog test today, and then i realised i left my textbook in schl. wahahahah.
so i went to revise for maths test, which was today, too.
and then went to eat breakfast. had some cookies. =)
headed for the comp after that. played gb.
got a bit sick of it and sorta rotted around the house.
couldnt find anything to do.
anyway, had lunch.
and then went to the library@esplanade.
the library was kinda hopeless.
all they had were art books.
music, dance.. all the crap lar.
and then i went to all the comps. wahhaah
"username: this library sux. its got nothing but crap"
"address: http://www.whoever_thought_of_an_all_arts_library_is_a_poophead.com"
hahahahah. then i was like waiting by a corner
and i was checking out pple's reaction.
then all the pple all react so normally. no fun one.
after that, went to src for dinner at the jap restaurent.
the bento was niceee. =). *yum*
but so sad.. i missed moulin rouge. >.<
blechh.
anyway, got home, and then went to sleep.
today
went to schl to flunk my two tests.
and both were before recess. bahh.
no time to study.
ah heck, whats there to blog about on a schl day.
hahaha.
i gtg anyway. its dinner.
byeeeee.
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Sunday, February 15, 2004
im too tired to blog.
i juz got home from dinner at src.
sooo, goonight.
i'll blog about today some other time
byeeee.
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im sickk.
im feeling so cold
and im coughing like siao
and i got a blocked nose
and my throat is killing me.
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Saturday, February 14, 2004
life sux.
no wait, to be more precise,
my life sux.
i cant do anything right
i screw up in my studies,
i screw up in my love life,
i screw up in my family,
heck, i make a mess out of everything i do.
im feeling depressed. haha.
and i dont even know why.
i cant seem to concentrate on anything i do, either.
dropped my bowling ball on my foot last training,
cant even do simple maths addition
cant seem to grasp what pple are trying to say
whats the matter with me. ='(
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by now, cant you see,
how precious you are to me?
i've locked you in my heart,
and thrown away the key.
you're already a part of me...
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
never expected that things would work out
hopes as low as little sprouts
thought that love was difficult to come by
thought that it was all a lie
then out of the blue
an angelic you
you gave me a sense of belonging
you were enchanting
i think about you everyday
i love you more than words can say
like a dream come true
when it was me and you
you're all i could wish for
i could ask for nothing more
knew that love wasnt so easy to find
you left me alone and i lost my mind
youve entered my life journey
and left footsteps on my memory
i wouldnt let you go so easily
not until an eternity
i would rather die trying
than die crying
i'll never let go.
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
quincy!
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Monday, February 09, 2004
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one..
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Sunday, February 08, 2004
i feel hopelessly pathetic today.
i feel im insignificant in this world.
i feel the world would be better off without me.
i feel im wasting my life away.
i feel i dont deserve to exist.
im plummeting into the abyss of depression~~
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i think im sickkk.
heh. must have caught it from sis..
o well... no big deal.
should get well soon.
if not, who cares.
go away, i dun wanna spread my cold to you.
lolx..
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Everyday
You took my breath away
But now there's no reply
Only hi, goodbye
Like a dream come true
When it was me and you
Now I just don't know why
We say hi and
Hi and goodbye...
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Friday, February 06, 2004
guess wat.
i got ANOTHER four tests next week.
hahahah.
sec 3 phucking sux.
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Tuesday, February 03, 2004
i got 4 tests this week.
so go away and let me study.
hahahah.
=p
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